This link is not working, at least from my side. Not sure from the the other sides. will check it out.
In the mean time I'll be at
http://www.electricdiary.com/members/doreenlyy


cheers

Hmm, not sure why my link is not working. at least from my side. continue posting first. before thoughts run away. or when i'm able to to catch them, they'll be too many fragments of thoughts that i'll give up writing them down.

Bout the death of the girl from my hall, She's GONE. so is the rest of her family: mum, sister, yoounger bro and sis's boyfriend. The father and another brother remain. At least what i heard from friends. SC/Geek-a-zoid wrote in his MSN display name: 'Life, gone in a puff' . Another friend who went for the wake at Johor yesterday evening with a busload of Raffles ppl told me over icq that now he knows what ' life is so unpredictable' means.
Well it is.
That's why I can't help but to tell him, and the rest of my friends that we need to live life heading towards the right direction. Not just living life to the fullest. Something that I concluded what life was about. before I knew God. So now the thing is, to live life to the fullest with God and for God's purpose and will. Living life to the fullest, or trying to, without God is a sad case. That's what i told J that other day when I met her in Science. Living life doing good and be happy, is incomplete, and will not bring you to heaven. If you dun know Jesus. Coz God told us thru the Bible that Jesus is the only way (to know God and have eternal life). I told her bluntly or as-a-matter-of-factly. I was taken aback coz she claims being a Christian and was saying such things. Such is not what the message of salvation should be. Will KIV this friend.
ok, I better get back to what i need to do. Haven't done QT and BS yet.. aiks..
have nothing more in my mind now.

Amazing, mum just called me, in fact they've been calling everyday, or at least when i manage to call them back before they call me. The amazing thing was she just told me to pray. wow.. couldn't believe it. I thought since when she would ask me to resort to prayer?
maybe she did before long time ago. but not if i that i could remember Anyway.because of the SARS thing, they disallowed me from going out or to public places. And unfortunately, so to speak, my (soon-to-be, membership wise) church happen to be strategically located at the heart of Singapore, or off Orchard Rd. And going there means travelling to crowded/ public places and by means of public transport. In their eyes and heart, my life will be at risk if I go out and therefore, I had to miss last week's Sunday church service. The week before that, i heard the dreaded thing when they told me not to go church. But i still went, planning to tell them it'll be ok and I'll be save under God's protection. When they found out, they were utterly upset, disappointed - so to speak because i didn't heed their advice.
Ok, so this time, to give then the peace of mind and heart and to 'lay of their fears' and not to make them worry, i had to NOT go to church.
And because I couldn't convince them that it is SAFE to go to church, when i myself can't acknowledge that it is indeed safe out there. And probably useless and non- practical to tell them that I live and walk by faith in my God and have no fear of going out.
I've been praying for God to work in this area. for more 'good' and 'positive' sounding news in the papers to change my parent's heart and mind, to give them assurance that it's still ok to go out, by being more careful and taking pre-cautions. And the most important thing that i believe we all have been praying for is for God to help contain the virus and wipe it out. in due time, in His time.

Gosh.. Angela just told me that Eng Lee Leng (a girl in my hall- Raffles Hall, NUS) and her whole family passed away..
in an car accident.

will find out more.

Well great, i have so much to tell but since I started after so many things had happened, I'll take some other time to recount and record the substantial things that happened to me for the past .. wow.. almost 4 months.
Well hey, actually it will be exactly 4 months!! from 7th Dec 2002.
The most significant day of my life..
That was the turning point.. where I really felt and know that the God i want to believe in, is true..
It happened after i came back from the Bible Conference 02 held by FES. Not during.

Well, that was the end of my search for the true God and the beginning of the most exciting and amazing journey..with Him
It's amazing and the fact is overwhelming. the word is,
FINALLY..
that now I can walk convincingly with Jesus.. : )

Phew finally I found the correct button to actually come back here to type my entry!! I'm a real Incompetent-web user..
hehe..
ok great. just for a start. the previous Intro entry I typed actually disappeared too after i clicked the wrong button.
Well, till I find my way around..
: )

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