People's Business.

Sigh..
dunno what to say liao.

past 2 days of F&P,
Day 2 , after praying the last point or waiting to hear God.. fell asleep..
(praying for the business direction part..after area of career) To cont' positioning, exposing, preparing myself for it.. or close the door entirely and focus on other things..

Question: Do I need or does it involves a calling?
I know it isn't now.. but still I have the interest or passion.. for whatever reason.
But no area of expertise, skills or domain yet.. that's why, i think i will still continue to prepare and look around for time and opportunity in future.. definitely not now..

But Ps Jeff says not to procrastinate..encouraged/challenged the ppl in BLM (Biz Life Ministry) to write their Biz plans..
But i'm not really leh..
now not ready, no idea, no area, people etc etc...

That's why I have been subconsicously and more consioucsly asking God bout this area.

Should i still waste time, i mean INVEST.. (nothing is gonna be wasted!!)time to go for monthly BLM? or do something else..

Anyway, think I'll still go.. feels like God wants me to go. By the circumstance He cheoreographed.

The reason i'm considering whether to cont' in this area is actually God spoke to me about the area of being shepherd of His flock.. i mean life calling.
At least one that He impressed upon me strongly in year 2003.

And I think I wun be able to cope leh.. if I do Biz..

But I wun know what God wants to prepare me for..

recently, this thought came to my mind.
I have passion for Business and people.

So, i should do People's Business!!
anyway, doesn't make sense, still very broad. God's business is people business, or I could do Business for people.. and this can include anything that serves the people! service, argh, product even.

argh. starting to ramble.

anyway,
Day 3,
After CG.. went home quite late already..went to rest first.. and already fell 3 quarter asleep..1 quarter of me still want to wake up later, coz haven't seek God and prayed.. and haven't break fast.

Thanks to bro ANDrew who msged me the Luke 6 verse, woke up, quite glad.. and managed to pray a little.. thank God.
Needed to pray or seek God in the area of CG, my role, and taking care and realting to the sheeps in the 'sheep pen'. brothers included.
-didn't manage to have a long time, or stay long enough to seek God, but wrote down some points for what to do, what to change.

Actually wanna have a breakthrough in F&P as well.. not sure what though.. but experiencing the power and value of it in seeking and experiencing God!