Problems problems problems…
problems in relationships, problems in career

Wanted to say 'what a b***** mess!!' '

BUT..

As what God reveals in His Word, we can and should see it as
Training training training..
Build up muscles and strength.. In area He want to build you up

One of it for me: Managing conflicts properly/ independently (not too dependent on other people but more to God hopefully)


James 1:2-4 >
"Consider it pure joy, my brothers, whenever you face trials of many kinds, because you KNOW that the testing of your faith develops perseverance. Perseverance must finish its work so that you may be mature and complete, not lacking anything."(NIV)

"Consider it a sheer gift, friends, when tests and challenges come at you from all sides. You know that under pressure, your faith-life is forced into the open and shows its true colors. So don't try to get out of anything prematurely. Let it do its work so you become mature and well-developed, not deficient in any way." (The Message)


1 Thess 5:16-18. "Be joyful always; pray continually; give thanks in all circumstances, for this is God's will for you in Christ Jesus."

So with this I can turn my despair and pain into Joy!
I can also smile in my heart in midst of this training to look on the positive side, though things hurt. And it's tough..
can feel that I'm bit more stronger this time from the muscles built last time on the above area.
Now is to continue to exercise it.. So it can be developed to the to the fullest working potential. Complete, in Christ-potential.

Besides this, still have other underlying and other issues or mess to sort out. (And oh what a mess.)
Like trying to grasp to a FULL understanding and conviction of a certain principle in handling BGR the best and God's way.
Want to get hurt then learn? By my own/old way, already can get hurt but still not yet birth or reap fully the consequences, that's why don't feel pain.
My shepherd trying to warn and teach me coz she knows how hurting it can be. The extend of hurt...

Ai, how??...
Only by God's grace to see me through and His mercy. But die die disobedient will surely reap the consequences.
Your heart and feelings can EASILY lead you astray..