Summary -- Oct 06.

Just blog some updates as i didn't get down to blog.. when so many things and issues crowd my heart and mind.

some where exciting, some where amazing, and some were just heart straining or mind boggling. hahaha!

as i've blogged bout my spiritual breakthrough event to renew my relationship with God about a month ago!
ah, so many happenings that i wish to blog out and share but..
hah, but procrastination, no mood/feel.. oops.. and other more important matters to attend to.. hahaha.

in SUMMARY:
Blessings?
there were improvement and amazing things happening to the area of my career/job and relationship. Both things have been improving or shows positive signs after a period of down fall or dip.
(As in seeing the peak of the hill or your desired destination after walking or hitting the valley for some time). Now realise still need to work on, continue to discipline and 'struggle' bit more. Continue training.

JOB
In my job, I could see the opportunity for me to become a CRA now, and if not CRAsstistant. My new boss's quite supportive (At least for now how it seems). So only need to really buck up and prove myself.

RELATIONSHIP (BGR)
It has been a long painful journey. And still is though of a slightly different nature now and seeing the light and near end now. Amazed by how things unfold or how it came to be.
(Elab more in future when appropriate and all things are sorted out. May God protect and hold all of us together. And nobody gets hurt..)

THANKS GIVING
i also want to thank God for the wonderful CG trip to Kukup (except for the nasty bed-bug bites and Itch thereafter!), for speaking to me or answering my prayers, though there are still unanswered questions to my mind and also showing yourself real and closer to me to experience you.

& PRAYER
Yesterday prayed for Sandy for her headache that she had for the whole day. her face looked so pale. offered to pray for her (after our Principles of Bible study Hope Sem class), but ended up my whole available CG (Qiuyan, Yueh Siang and Andrew Liew) who over-heard were pulled along to pray together.

Less than an hour later, she smsed saying her headache has left her. PTL! Wah.. So glad to experience God working..
And also through prayer..
So convicted should pray more too.. As the District's prayer and fasting has started too..
So need pray, and pray tog with CG to see God move in our lives and seeing new lives being saved and impacted.

MINISTRY
I came out with SOULS FOR CHRIST (with complementary verse in Isaiah 6:8b. "Here I am. Send Me!") theme for my CG's evax as inspired by God earlier in the year when seeking Him. But it was put on hold until the proper timing now..
Need to buck up in my spiritual life and relationship with God too..coz I am needed to run/spur my flock/sheep given by God under me to move forward and accomplish His will and purpose together.
I'm trying to.. Though I may not feel or am entirely fit. My devotion and focus on ministry or my spiritual life. Like dragging myself, as in my job. (Am suppose to lead the evax in my CG, and also a shepherd and armour bearer to my CL. And apparently an ACL, but a non-functioning one..) jia lat.
Of course hope to move forward and grow towards being able (in capacity and spiritual stature) to take care of a group of flock for now, in the near future. 2007? But I am also scared.
Hah. Don't think too much, but focus on God's interest on His people and how I can serve Him more and more, accomplishing His vision and plan for my life.

Things take an exciting turn if it goes by God's will how I see it to be.. :)

Conclusion: Of all, God's unveiling plans for my life for His Kingdom and ministry is the most exciting. (Hope to relive this feeling and re-focus to being Kingdom minded more. Overcoming self. With Christ.