Aik.. Have Not blogged for almost 7 months!!
Some major things happened in my life, one a blessing, the other a set-back, which got me down for a period.
But during church camp, a prophecy from Pastor Lawrence spoke to me/situation directly, and many many times my situation was addressed by God.
"Swimming pool. Rise up above my circumstace".
Move on.
Rise up to be leader.
After not blogging for so long, it's really difficult to start, coz I don't know where to start.
So I better start something.
Btw, for my own journal, the 2 major things that happened was:
1) God blessed me with a partner
2) My sheep left me. Or I screwed/cocked up my shepherding.
By withholding truths for too long due to fear.
Now I've learnt one of the lessons and will try to apply it in future.
To Not drop a bomb when revealing news.
Didn't know that I was greatly affected by it until few months back when it starts to surface.
I was quite sad, coz remembered God said to me in the beginning, " I will give you a sheep, and give you to be shepherd of many flocks.."
But now my first and only sheep left me.
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But now I'm better of course. With God speaking to me numerous times during services, P&W etc.
I want to move on.
:)
To that sheep, I am really sorry for what happened.
I really did not expect that this will happened. Or I'm too unskilled to manage the events and in relating with you.
Hope this will be reconciled one day..
I'll blog more bout other things another day..
Monday, July 09, 2007
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3 comments:
Woah. Seems like your a monthly blogger. Haha... Don't worry about your first sheep too much, i pretty much messed up on my first sheep too. I'm surprised he is still around in church. Its just lessons for us to learn i guess. God will probably entrust you a even more fragile and precious sheep the next time coz you have more experience this time! What a privilege eh?
That sheep would be your first, but not the last. Jia you!
Hi Zachary! thank you so much for your encouragement..
haha. surprised u dropped a msg. thinking after so long of inactivity, ppl will stop visiting my blog..
yeah, i'm a monthly blogger!!
haha. at least what i could afford.
eh, or was i weekly turned monthly?
oops.
thanks once again!!
much appreciated. :)
,)
jia you!
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