CG, Need for Self Check & reflection

On CG yesterday, we learnt bout serving, in humility. One interesting thing that James got us to do, he got 2 volunteers, Jeremy & Gavin to illustrate:
1) We sitting in the centre of our live on the throne.. but when Christ came in, is He now sitting on the throne of my life? and me bowing to Him?

something i need to reflect on.. as i find myself recently..slacking, not as fervent.. sometimes seeking to please myself, rest & sleep when tired, don't feel like doing somethings.. running off early from the closing of the Team Hope/(Events Support) Appreciation & training Nite.. slow in making decision or less enthusiastic to make appointment to meet frens to SOW on..even wonder if i'm spiritually dry..

still checking myself..

the nice little quiet time of reading bible i had one morning i think early this week was refreshing/different.. feel closer to God after reading His word. It's really different if i don't do it. (Other days till now, i really didn't manage to get myself out of bed early or organised enough to have proper, unrushed, uninteruppted QT..)

Realised i have been relying alot on Praise & Worship songs to draw myself near to God and remember God's promises.. but i guess those are not enough and incomparable to the full verses and WOG in the bible!!