My Life

Re-evaluating to adjust time management, time usage..and priorities. Read an article from Discipleship journal on handling busyness. It is through people (like your CL or people who cares for God and His sheeps, readings, that God can speak through to you..)

How has my time with God (praying, reading His Word been?) Am I too loaded? Too rushed doing and accomplishing things, running here and there?
Ties in with what Andrew's reminding me about recently - looking out what to shed and what to focus on -- in terms of activities. And also what I've tried to seek God about in terms of ministry, sometime back..when I fasted pray that week. But only prayed maybe on one day for it. Didn't like stay on long enough to hear from God consiously though. And the busyness went on..

So instead of adding on any more thing (for e.g part-timing to pray with CMI which I was considering fr Q4 last year - sparked fr the Unit DMM- the necessity to pray) - to build up my prayer life and at the same time getting I touch with the mission field..
But no lar.. So far not. Have Sub D prayer meet EVERY SUNDAY morning..which I'm already struggling to wake up early to go already..(although very blessed and ministered by a few times when God spoke directly to my situation - Trial part),

realised I need to shed things, which is not my skill or strenght to do so. (I am a keeper of things--I only throw them away until I find at least 98% of no use of it or strong bitting reasons to do so) - can see from my clothes cupboard, or my boxes of sch notes, books, some magazines etc. Same goes for activities..
Need to learn and change in this area!! Hmm..how..

With the start of the 2nd Hope Sem class almost every Saturday from 9-6pm (thank God for 4 and half week Only!!!) on top of the consistent night Monday classes (Church History) with WEEKLY studying for weekly quiz and reflection paper (deep Questions..), yes, find I don't have much time to do many things without being unfaithful to the things at hand..WON'T be effective If I don't focus!! But must come with discipline..tog with consistent proper time mgmt..hai..not easy..

Coz in between the classes, there are work to be done to fulfill the learning objectives. Last week or just end this week, I failed to do my reflection or website readings when the other classes started. End up concussed in early bed. Is it real physical tiredness or fake subconsious induced tiredness for escapism? I think partial. But body's really tired..

Jakarta Misssion (Short term/exposure) coming up, preparations to do.. (thought I confess outright I have not spent effort and time doing anything much in terms of this trip.. Or areas of contribution for the team, yet..)
Writing and preparation of personal testimonies to bless the church in Jakarta is one of our team effort.. And I haven't found time to do so.. And dateline is this WED!!!
3 testimonies.. But have thought of roughly the area of personal exp and convictions to share already.. Thank God for bringing it to mind..

ohya, also still need continue seek God whether i should take away BLM. i'm still very much held back.. although i struggle if i should let go.