Choices choices.

think i'm always tested with these.
sometimes it gets tougher when you have to weight it between good stuff and good stuff. (clashes clashes..)
it's easy to strike off stuff previously.. think what i need to learn and continue to learn is balance.. time and again i'm tested. last time with greater dilemma.. now with unbelievable 'horror'.. what?? arghh.. how come.. and i'll just cry out to God first. Last time i would end up asking my Shepherd how ah?

and from my Hope Sem classes, Yin San shared on how we should go and seek's the Holy Spirit's guidance or leading.. choosing which is better or more beneficial of what God would want us to do.. instead of my own usually selfish and illogical desires..

sigh. clashes this week:

Tues: My M'sian fren's dinner gathering, BLM (Business Life Ministry) meet
(initially Jakarta short-term Missions team meet- shifted to Thurs now! :)

Wed: movie
Thurs: Mission meet
yeah.. only clashes on Tue now

my other 'dilemma' is from 3-4th Nov.
haven't seek God fully or prayed thru yet.

3 Nov : Paradise Worship seminar which i was 'scheming' to take leave from Hope Sem to attend..but quite impossible or unlikely.

3-5 Nov: Hope Sem Life & Teaching of Christ which I registered and payed up early to go. ALready took leave for the 4th nov!

suddenly last Sunday found out that
5 Nov: Unit Sport Superstar event!!! what..

funny.. before that i was telling God i want or hope to attend the Worship seminar leh.. but have Hope Sem which i commited and hope to finish also.. how?

then suddenly came the SPort superstar which I know i should and want to be there also (for impact and serving purpose.. if fun alone i'll forsake already)

then hehe. then perhaps i should cancel my Hope Sem and then I can go for the worship seminar!! muahaha.

hai but then.. don't want to wait another 2 year for the course to repeat to do it..

it's a matter of long-term and short-term goals and priorities.. haven't thought through or weight it out yet.

But i think God is good. SOmetimes, things just shift around and sort itself out. I've experienced it. don't need to tear my head or be in a dilemma so much.
see which to sacrifice now!!
ahh.. i'm a greedy person. want to do so many things

training training.. (for future)
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another thing that puzzle me.
James showed or keep asking me about the book "Choosing God's Best' or something like that. book on BGR relationshiplah.
not sure what he's hinting at. looked at the content. nothing strike or seems that presently relevant to me leh.. at least from that book. The fonts of the title is difficult to read!!
hehhehe. input welcomed!