crazy.. still stuck in office. for real. last time at least i was doing my own thing. just finished processing the CRF (Case Report Forms) to send to the client Data management in japan. Have to do lots of zapping after the tracking, and had to be real careful also.
and now am still waiting for the TNT courier guy to appear, and he's no where in sign..

tired tired/sleepy. have an assignment (pastoral counseling) to write..:'(. and i've no printer ink cartridge to print my assignment. wanted to buy at popular but by now it'll be closed..

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'GOd, thank you for teaching me or letting me experience you closely when i'm in need of communion and fellowship, someone to encourage me when i'm bored and 'alone'..to know that you're the one who fulfills me and i can rest in contentment..the quiet presence and comfort of your Holy Spirit..Thank you Lord'
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i'm talking bout emotional attachment.. today at work, had lots to do, but inside me..i was subtlely seeking and longing for human attention and care from ppl, like perhaps some sms from leaders or 'special' ppl. something that can make me smile and be happy for awhile, like distractions and something exciting that could inspire me..

and i realize what i was doing or seeking. Instead I believe God want to let me experience how it feels to be in that state.. and instead how i should and can rely on and seek His presence and fellowship instead.
TO learn this.
someday or if i'm church planting far far away,i could be in that situation. (Even daily life here) i shouldn't be seeking human comfort alone but God..

the courier person still has not come and they haven't got back to me.. tsk tsk..

'God i need your strenght and wisdom to do my assignment tonite as well..'