Still having some after effects..
Like when after you try quitting something, your body craves for it. (Hard to let go).
Having frustrated and tensed body whole day at work and can't concentrate well. Wanted to just go home and sleep.
Because of some trigger and your mind not de-programmed, you start responding the same way to the way you've been before. (Automated thought/ habitual respond pattern)
But I think there's some improvement as I tell my mind that it's been changed, so my body and heart won't respond to the previous way..
(mind needs to be renewed more and more each day-- if and when I go to God and think positive God Words thought, and sing songs of praise and worship to Him)
That's what I mean by dying to it..
Think I'm going crazy, but GOD.. Deliver me!!
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