My mum traumatizes me too..
Arghhh…
She had squabble with my aunt I'm staying with (step aunt to be exact) and quarrel with an issue concerning me. In their talk, asked me to shift out some more.
I became the middle issue. Or partly source.
Call me during lunch time. And *((*&)()(*)_*)(&)()(*)(*(*)(…….
Her voice itself traumatises me… for years and years….
(of course take some punch line advice and rebuke can already but.. It drones and drones…)
It's the voice...
:(
Addition to hate (discomfort) list: being caught in middle of quarrel. And they come and traumatize you. My mum talking to me (this need to overcome!!)
Think God is doing something (evoking the same emotions/situation) to see how I have changed or respond differently after what I have gone through....?
Conclusion:
We all need healing from the Lord a lott..
There's too many past hurts and wounds from life experience..
Q: Will I be the agent of peace? Will I be God's instrument to administer healing?
His love and healing power to the heart and soul..
One thing that I'm reminded of. The divinely planned guest instructor that came to teach at Hope Sem 'Inner Healing & Forgiveness' course last Sat.
"Jesus came to give us a full life.. But how do we get there?"...
John 10:10 - The thief comes only to steal and kill and destroy; I have come that they may have life, and have it to the full.
Many couldn't experience or hindered from coming to having the full life that God intended.. And God has come to administer healing, to proclaim freedom
The 3 British people are involved in Christian Healing Ministry, Prayer Healing to be exact..
Interesting stuff..
Luke4:18 and Isaiah 61:8
"The Spirit of the Lord is on me, because he has anointed me to preach good news to the poor. He has sent me to proclaim freedom for the prisoners and recovery of sight for the blind, to release the oppressed,
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1 comment:
hi dor,
i kind of face similar situations as your, but in which case, it's my very conservative, learned, chinese-educated dad's consistent, insistent voice of objection, disuassion, abuse re my faith.
hmm, peikey had brought this up before. If we think about it, a few years down the road, they may be gone.
isn't it then too late for us to miss their little gestures? (for me, like father calling after 8pm almost everyday to remind me it's time to be going home?)
hmm, when i think about it like this, it helps me to better cope and bear with the stress.
tgfu sis! keep going on for God!
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