Thinking it was my mind troubling me, and found relieve that at least this time my heart wasn't troubled! As in whatever that affects me did not get through to my heart to manifest in feelings..haha. (just my own consolation of having Improvement) The battle was in the mind instead. Subconciously, semi-consciously or sometimes conciously. But having a sleepless night isn't a great thing either! Now perhaps I know better why my mum or even my sheep have insomnia or have trouble sleeping at night.
But thank God, last nite (Sunday), for the very first time that I was SO GLAD that I actually 'concussed' or 'concusted'! (My term for falling asleep few minutes upon hitting your bed or pillow, and waking up at a weird timing, if not the next morning.) And that with the lights still on, and teeth not brushed. Usually I will feel remorseful, bad, until I'm desensitized towards this already.
I woke up at 5am. Then went back to sleep again. I really thank God..for letting me fall asleep.. If not, I don't know if I'll be able to stand or brave the coming 5 working days. Or even Monday! Sat and Sun I was already very sleepy and tired by late day, but yet couldn't sleep when I tried to rest. Mind's like refuse to shut down though body, eyes and brain's tired.
So thank and Praise the Lord for knowing my limit and me!
Sunday, spent lunch with my mum, 2 aunts, uncle, cousins, cousin-in-law, and my 2 lovely nephews at Tampines crystal jade.
(0h yes, my mum came from Msia since Tue. Found out she'll be back next Monday!! ;?). Brought my mum to Sunday service earlier).
The highlight was playing with my 2 lovely boys I mean my nephews. Yeah, they're not mine, and I seldom get to see them.
Ryan (6, primary 1 already!!! So fast..) and Shane boy.. Hahhaa. Shane's 3 now and has grown more lovely and adorable since!!!
Ok, taking care of kids or babies is NOT an easy matter. They require 24-hour attention!
Anyway, got the privilege to play with Ryan. Or seat beside him (he asked me one) and playing with me, or my HP specifically. Taking pics. Smart boy. Gotta use careful language and think of ways get him to finish his food before continuing taking pics of everything with my phone! Naughty boy. Take pics of people's butt some more, besides mushroom. Have to rebuke him.
Anyway, it is really fun interacting with kids.. Usually kids like me also.. Think perhaps older ones from age 4 onwards..
Shane is also soo cute, but didn't get to interact with him much.. Argh.

SHANE boy.. on his grandpa

Dear RYAN!!! :) Camera boy of the day!

Pic of me taken by Ryan!

Pic together 1 year or plus ago!! (Ryan and Shane Yap)
Add: Finally, last but not least..
HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY! to my mum 13 MAY 2006

(why so red? coz CNY mah.. many years old pic ;P. Any pic on that Sunday has been deleted by Ryan!)

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cute! :D
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